Unposted notes from pc - an excerpt from childhood

11/11/17

Memories will fade away sooner or later, therefore, I shall find a time and write. Tonight, I watched the Mr. Bean series on Youtube and out of the blue the beautiful childhood memories come flashing for a split second and gone. I try hard to think what are the details of the event & there I realize, if I don't write, I will not have the memories of the thing & people that had gone before me, that weren't captured in photographs. When I was a kid, 8-10 years old as far I can remember. I used to watch the Mr. Bean series on Tv3 with my late granddaddy, how the times were really good. Sometimes we watched the football match because the super league matches were aired lived. It was pleasantly beautiful and I can still remember the leather couch that my granddaddy used to sit on. How we watch the tv really close to the screen & I lean close to the cupboard making it difficult for people to pass to dapur because it's the entrance. 

13/11/17

Buying a new school supply always excite me. (For the fact that they are called SCHOOL supplies even you are in university). I remember back then in primary school before my uncle Pak Da passed away he used to buy me school utensils. He was so generous even he had no child of his own. Unmarried. I still remember in darjah 3. I had that clear pencil case with Mickey Mouse printed that he bought that to me at pantai timur. Back then, it was a luxury to own such stuff. Even when in the evening, I think he has to go somewhere. But, to my surprise I asked him to go to Pantai Timur to visit my mum doing her shift, we went there. I STILL CAN REMEMBER, my mum asked me “ mari nga sapo? “ and I said, “ nga abe ma “. I was being a clingy kid as usual. I used to go to kedai kopi che mat with him. Memories. He bought me my first bicycle that I don’t even remember how was it. He bought me 24 colors of pencil colors. And one night when he was ready to going out, I  just being extra clingy and he asked me “ nok gapo? “ and I told him I want a pencil color that the small sizing one with 12 colors in it and too much surprised again, he bought it! Good people have gone for the better. I miss everyone. Maybe one day this beautiful memory will just fade away gradually and I will not even remember that I already forget it.